Never Quite Free | |
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Album |
All Eternals Deck |
Released |
2011 |
Artist |
the Mountain Goats |
Length |
3:30 |
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Never Quite Free is the 12th song on the album All Eternals Deck. A demo of this song is track 10 on All Survivors Pack. It also appears as the 29th song on the 2021 live album The Jordan Lake Sessions: Volumes 3 and 4.
Lyrics[]
It's so good to learn that right outside your window There's only friendly fields and open roads And you'll sleep better when you think you've stepped back from the brink And found some peace inside yourself; lay down your heavy load It gets alright to dream at night Believe in solid skies and slate blue earth below But when you see him, you'll know It's okay to find the faith to saunter forward There's no fear of shadows spreading where you stand And you'll breathe easier just knowing that the worst is all behind you And the waves that tossed the raft all night have set you on dry land It gets okay to praise the day Believe in sheltering skies and stable earth beneath But hear his breath come through his teeth Walk by faith Tell no one what you've seen It's so good to learn that from right here the view goes on forever And you'll never want for comfort, and you'll never be alone See the sunset turning red, let all be quiet in your head And look about, all the stars are coming out They shine like steel swords Wish me well where I go But when you see me, you'll know
Comments by John Darnielle About this Song[]
- "This is a song about the nagging feeling that your demons will pursue you to the grave, um, I mean I don't know that they will, but I can't assure you that they don't." -- 2011-03-30 - Bowery Ballroom - New York, NY
- "I always feel a little guilty when I demystify this song because people find it kind of upbeat and cheery and, like, comforting. And, like, that's a great honor, and I'm so proud that people can use the song for that purpose. But this song is about having one thing in your life that you can never quite get free from no matter how hard you try. It's called 'Never Quite Free.'" -- 2012-01-31 - Visulite Theatre - Charlotte, NC
- "I always feel like saying what it's about is cheating people out of a more comforting misinterpretation... What the song is about is what its title says. It's about not being able to ever fully entirely feel loosed from something that bound you, no matter how you see the evidence of your bondage growing old and desiccated underneath you and no longer actually has its grip on you. But there's still the marks where the ropes were." -- 2015-04-11 - City Winery - New York, NY
- In this show, the line before "walk by faith" was "hear his breath come, whistling oddly, through his teeth" and the last line was "But when you see me changed, you'll know."
- "It is a song about a sort of cautious optimism." -- 2015-04-16 - Bogart's - Cincinnati, OH
- "This is a song about, uh, a sort of - you tread lightly around a word like 'liberated,' but - this is a song about, um, wanting to liberate yourself from things that genuinely bind you, and feeling as though the last little bits of those cords will never quite be off your skin. It's called 'Never Quite Free.'" -- 2015-06-03 - The Mayan - Los Angeles, CA
- "This is a song about the rear-view mirror, which is a weird place to hang out. Uh, because, like, the ones in your car, like, you drive, and then the thing in it gets smaller, and then it's gone. Right? But then there's the other, internal rear-view mirror, where the shapes grow bigger and larger according to their own sort of calculus that you can't really figure out. Um. But you sort of have to have faith that eventually you'll be far enough down the road that the thing that was there constantly for most of the drive will recede and recede and be invisible." -- 2015-06-01 - The Fillmore - San Francisco, CA
- "This is a song about going through trauma." -- 2016-04-16 - Strand-Capitol Performing Arts Center - York, PA
- "I feel strongly that having formal strictures, having boundaries within which to play, is where true liberation lies. You can sense that I’m Catholic from this. When you eliminate all of the boundaries and say, “I can do whatever I want”, then you don’t get to do anything interesting because you don’t have a way of breaking any rules. For me, there’s something to having a restriction - which I did on that album. Although it didn’t start that way. I had a few songs, and they all had three-word titles, and I went, “oh, make them all three-word titles. That’ll be fun, three is a sort of mystical number, numerologists like three.” I don’t buy into any of that, but I can buy into it for the sake of writing stuff. So it makes you look for three-word phrases; it makes you have some song titles where your bandmates will tell you to your face, 'you’ve gotta come up with a better title than that John!' I won’t say what it is - it wound up being ‘Never Quite Free’ - but it had some other title about a wolf. It was not good, but I wanted all three of those words in the title and I couldn’t give myself any extra words to flesh it out. I couldn’t throw the whole thing away and I couldn’t fit the original words into the concept I wanted, so I wound up with ‘Never Quite Free’, which is a good song title. These sorts of strictures are how you get to interesting places." -- Norman Records Interview
Things Referenced in this Song[]
- The line "walk by faith" references 2 Corinthians 5:7.[1]
- The line "stars…shine like steel swords" references the story of the Sword of Damocles
Live Shows this Song Was Played at[]
- 2011-03-25 - 9:30 Club - Washington, D.C.
- 2011-03-29 - Bowery Ballroom - New York, NY
- 2011-03-30 - Bowery Ballroom - New York, NY
- 2011-04-01 - Paradise Rock Club - Boston, MA
- 2011-04-05 - The Vic Theatre - Chicago, IL
- 2011-04-06 - Mercy Lounge - Nashville, TN
- 2011-04-07 - Variety Playhouse - Atlanta, GA
- 2011-04-08 - Cat's Cradle - Carrboro, NC
- 2011-04-10 - The Grey Eagle - Asheville, NC
- 2011-04-11 - Wexner Center - Columbus, OH
- 2011-04-14 - Ottobar - Baltimore, MD
- 2011-04-15 - Theater of the Living Arts - Philadelphia, PA
- 2011-06-16 - The Showbox - Seattle, WA
- 2011-06-17 - The Biltmore Cabaret - Vancouver, British Columbia
- 2011-06-18 - Aladdin Theater - Portland, OR
- 2011-06-20 - The Fillmore - San Francisco, CA
- 2011-06-21 - The Detroit Bar - Costa Mesa, CA
- 2011-06-23 - El Rey Theater - Los Angeles, CA
- 2011-06-24 - Soho Restaurant and Music Club - Santa Barbara, CA
- 2011-11-18 - WITS at the Fitzgerald - Minneapolis, MN
- 2012-01-23 - Club Downunder - Tallahassee, FL
- 2012-01-24 - The Social - Orlando, FL
- 2012-01-25 - The Crowbar - Tampa, FL
- 2012-01-28 - The EARL - Atlanta, GA
- 2012-01-30 - 40 Watt Club - Athens, GA
- 2012-01-31 - Visulite Theatre - Charlotte, NC
- 2012-02-02 - The Grey Eagle - Asheville, NC
- 2012-02-04 - The Haw River Ballroom - Saxapahaw, NC
- 2012-05-01 - The Bakery - Perth, Australia
- 2012-05-10 - The Corner Hotel - Melbourne, Australia
- 2012-06-22 - Rio Theater - Vancouver, BC, Canada
- 2012-10-09 - The National - Richmond, VA
- 2012-10-16 - Bowery Ballroom - New York, NY
- 2012-10-18 - House of Blues - Boston, MA
- 2012-10-22 - Fine Arts Center - Calvin College - Grand Rapids, MI
- 2012-11-04 - Mountain Stage - Keith-Albee Performing Arts Center - Huntington, WV
- 2012-12-05 - Emo's East - Austin, TX
- 2013-06-24 - Culture Room - Ft. Lauderdale, FL
- 2015-04-07 - Cat's Cradle - Carrboro, NC
- 2015-04-08 - 9:30 Club - Washington, D.C.
- 2015-04-09 - Webster Hall - New York, NY
- 2015-04-11 - City Winery - New York, NY
- 2015-04-13 - Union Transfer - Philadelphia, PA
- 2015-04-14 - House of Blues - Boston, MA
- 2015-04-16 - Bogart's - Cincinnati, OH
- 2015-04-17 - Majestic Theatre - Detroit, MI
- 2015-04-18 - Vic Theater - Chicago, IL
- 2015-04-19 - First Avenue - Minneapolis, MN
- 2015-04-21 - Headliners - Louisville, KY
- 2015-04-22 - Wexner Center - Columbus, OH
- 2015-04-23 - Mr. Small's - Millvale, PA
- 2015-05-26 - Gothic Theatre - Denver, CO
- 2015-05-27 - Urban Lounge - Salt Lake City, UT
- 2015-05-29 - The Showbox - Seattle, WA
- 2015-05-30 - Wonder Ballroom - Portland, OR
- 2015-06-01 - The Fillmore - San Francisco, CA
- 2015-06-02 - Great American Music Hall - San Francisco, CA
- 2015-06-03 - The Mayan - Los Angeles, CA
- 2015-06-04 - Pappy and Harriet's - Pioneertown, CA
- 2015-06-07 - Houston Free Press Festival - Houston, TX
- 2015-06-08 - Kessler Theater - Dallas, TX
- 2015-06-09 - Austin City Limits - Moody Theater - Austin, TX
- 2015-10-02 - Bijou Theatre - Knoxville, TN
- 2015-11-12 - Brudenell Social Club - Leeds, England
- 2015-11-13 - Art School - Glasgow, Scotland
- 2015-11-14 - Whelan's - Dublin, Ireland
- 2015-11-15 - Gorilla - Manchester, England
- 2015-11-17 - Trinity - Bristol, England
- 2015-11-18 - Komedia - Brighton, England
- 2015-11-19 - O2 Shepherd's Bush Empire - London, England
- 2015-11-20 - Autumn Falls Festival - Le Botanique - Brussels, Belgium
- 2015-11-22 - Paradiso Noord, Tolhuistuin - Amsterdam, Netherlands
- 2016-04-07 - Beachland Ballroom - Cleveland, OH
- 2016-04-08 - The Blind Pig - Ann Arbor, MI
- 2016-04-09 - The Vogue - Indianapolis, IN
- 2016-04-11 - City Winery - Chicago, IL
- 2016-04-12 - City Winery - Chicago, IL
- 2016-04-14 - Covenant Fine Arts Center - Calvin College - Grand Rapids, MI
- 2016-04-16 - Strand-Capitol Performing Arts Center - York, PA
- 2016-04-18 - City Winery - New York, NY
- 2016-07-23 - Wicker Park Festival - Chicago, IL
- 2016-09-19 - The National - Richmond, VA
- 2021-04-19 - The Jordan Lake Sessions - Pittsboro, NC
- 2021-08-06 - The Orange Peel - Asheville, NC
- 2021-08-08 - Saturn - Birmingham, AL
- 2021-08-11 - The Mohawk - Austin, TX
- 2021-08-13 - Paper Tiger - San Antonio, TX
- 2021-08-15 - Meow Wolf - Santa Fe, NM
- 2021-08-23 - Pabst Theater - Milwaukee, WI
Videos of this Song[]
- 2011-03-25 - 9:30 Club - Washington, D.C.
- 2012-01-23 - Club Downunder - Tallahassee, FL
- 2015-04-07 - Cat's Cradle - Carrboro, NC
- 2015-04-17 - Majestic Theatre - Detroit, MI
- 2015-06-01 - Fillmore - San Francisco, CA
- 2016-04-08 - The Blind Pig - Ann Arbor, MI
All Eternals Deck |
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Track list: "Damn These Vampires" • "Birth of Serpents" • "Estate Sale Sign" • "Age of Kings" • "The Autopsy Garland" • "Beautiful Gas Mask" • "High Hawk Season" • "Prowl Great Cain" • "Sourdoire Valley Song" • "Outer Scorpion Squadron" • "For Charles Bronson" • "Never Quite Free" • "Liza Forever Minnelli" |
The Jordan Lake Sessions: Volumes 3 and 4 |
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Track list: "In the Craters on the Moon" • "Letter from Belgium" • "Woke Up New" • "Pez Dorado" • "Picture of My Dress" • "Whole Wide World" • "Dark in Here" • "Korean Bird Paintings" • "Snow Owl" • "Against Pollution" • "The Last Place I Saw You Alive" • "In Memory of Satan" • "Bell Swamp Connection" • "Rat Queen" • "Shelved" • "Sax Rohmer #1" • "This Year" • "Have to Explode" • "Game Shows Touch Our Lives" • "Until Olympius Returns" • "The Young Thousands" • "Corsican Mastiff Stride" • "Blood Capsules" • "Hair Match" • "Solidarity Forever" • "Soft Targets" • "Black Pear Tree" • "Wolf Count" • "Never Quite Free" • "Wild Sage" • "Jazz No Children" • "Hast Thou Considered the Tetrapod" • "Exegetic Chains" • "Going Invisible 2" |